A question to anyone thats ever lost a child..?

About two weeks ago I lost my son. I went in for a doctors appointment, I was 38 weeks(full term), and my doctor couldnt find his heartbeat. He was gone. So they induced me right away and I delivered him about 16 hours after that. and planning his funeral the day I got out of the hospital as terrible ontop of coming home to a house full of baby stuff not pregnant and with out child! I payed for an autopsy and they found nothing at all wrong with him. no one knows why this happened. But my question is.. how did you deal with it?? It's been two weeks and I still cant take it!! Everything reminds me of my baby and my pregnancy!! what do I do?!? any advice will be greatly appreciated.